Never let a bad day be enough...

to talk you into giving up.

Today I watched SMASH for the first time (I know, I know, I'm waaay behind everyone else) and it's so strange watching it from my perspective. I may never get that far, and it's funny because I find myself getting kind of jealous watching it. Like, I want to be there so bad and I want to be auditioning and going to dance class and going out with my friends and be in New York. And I know I will be soon enough.  In one of the episodes I watched today was the song "Crazy Dreams" by Carrie Underwood and while I thought it was cute, one line stood out to me:

Never let a bad day be enough to talk you into giving up


I'll have to keep reminding myself that while I'm still struggling every day to figure out to raise this money and keep working on my voice and my body, that this means more to me than anything else I've done. In fact, every accomplishment has only been a stepping stone to get me to this point. 


Once I imported my new videos to my computer and listened to them again, I've decided that I sounded better on the recorder than I do on my computer... haha. and lame. So I may only post one of them. I don't know yet. I know I'm over critical of myself, but it takes a lot of courage to put videos of yourself singing on youtube. And I dont want to just put up anything, I want to make sure that its my best. 







If you want to support me and Kenneth in our move but you don't want to just donate money for nothing, we totally understand. From now on, I'll also be accepting payments for headshots and other photography work through our chipIn widget (my paypal). Thanks so much to everyone whose contributed so far!